“Overcoming our ‘spiritual paresthesia’ and fully cooperating with the Grace of the Lord!”

(Based on Acts 13:26-33 and Jn 14:1-6 – Friday of the 4th Week of Easter)

In the late 1970s, a young man named Ian Waterman, just 19 years old and full of life…
… was suddenly struck by a rare neurological condition.
>> Overnight, he lost his entire sense of touch, balance, and bodily awareness…
… though not a single muscle was paralyzed.

He could move, technically…
… but he no longer knew how.
>> Without his sense of body position, he was trapped inside himself.
>> Doctors told him he would likely never walk again.

But Ian was determined.
>> Through slow, painstaking effort and immense mental focus, he retrained his brain to walk again…
… by watching every movement visually.
>> He had to constantly think about every step, every motion…
… because the natural, effortless connection with his body was gone.
(Later he would be referred to as the “man who lost the body!”)


Ian’s story is striking…
… not just medically, but spiritually.
>> Because what he experienced physically, is what many of us go through spiritually.


We often lose our awareness of God!
>> We go through the motions – Mass, prayer, acts of charity…
… but the connection with the Lord feels dry, distant, numb.

We become spiritually numb.
Detached. Disconnected. Distant.

We are walking.
>> But not with Him.

We are alive.
>> But not aware.

We are moving.
>> But without meaning.

This is what we could call “spiritual paresthesia” – a loss of sensation to grace, to the presence of the Lord, and even to sin.


But we are not doomed to stay there.
>> We are called to have intentional cooperation, spiritual discipline, and the Grace of God…
… as the Lord cries out to every soul numbed by routine, by sin, by indifference, with the proclamation:
“I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life!” (John 14:6)


This reply of the Lord came in response to the query of Thomas, the Apostle who asked Jesus, “Lord, we do not know, where you are going; how can we know the way?” (Jn 14:5)


Thomas, along with the other disciples, had by now, spent quite a lot of time with Jesus, their Master….

They had encountered Jesus as The Way….
… the Way Forward: when sicknesses and problems of life had crippled the lives of many

They had encountered Jesus as The Truth….
… the Truth Uncompromised: when lies and malicious forces sought to thwart the plans of the Kingdom of God

They had encountered Jesus as the Life….
… the Life in Abundance: when hopelessness and sin would cause people to give up any aspirations for life

Yet, the disciples failed to recognize these aspects in Jesus.


They were perhaps, in a state of “spiritual paresthesia”…
… being numb to understanding Jesus
… unable to sense the words and depths of the Words of Jesus.

And so when Thomas put forward the doubt: “Lord, we do not know, where you are going; how can we know the way?” (Jn 14:5)…
… Jesus emphatically declared, “I am THE WAY, THE TRUTH and THE LIFE!” (Jn 14: 6)


The Lord wanted the disciples to overcome their “spiritual paresthesia”…
…and come to be aware of the Reality and Greatness of His Presence in their life!


Perhaps, we too often find ourselves in a state of “spiritual paresthesia” or “spiritual numbness!”

One of the main factors, which can cause this state of “spiritual numbness”, is the reality of sin in our lives…
… which many times, we either deny or fail to acknowledge.

In the teachings of Jesus, one of the stand-out factor was His uncompromising attitude with respect to sin.

And perhaps, this is where Jesus as a Holy Person stands out incomparable with all other great spiritual or philosophical leaders of the world.


This is also where Christianity as a religion stands out unmatched with any other belief system or practice of spirituality.

For Jesus and in Christianity…
… there is an uncompromising teaching on the need to root out sin and evil offences
… there is an absolutely unparalleled insistence on removal of sin for spiritual progress
… there is an unsurpassed assertion on being holy and pure to be in communion with Him

Let’s realise: “The devil doesn’t always roar—sometimes, he just numbs.
>> Quietly. Slowly. Deadly!”


We need to make an honest examination of our conscience…

Is our life suffering from a “spiritual Paresthesia” or “numbness to what is holy” or a “lack of sensation to sin”…
… Do I continue to pursue, persevere or promote deeds of sin, even though I am aware of it, or has been brought to my notice?
… Do I fail to be sensitive to issues of immense sin and evil happening in and around me, in people and situations, and instead become indifferent and uninterested?

A persistence in this spiritual “Paresthesia” or numbness can very dangerously sever our relation with the Lord.


The Lord declares that “In My Father’s house, there are many rooms…” (Jn 14: 2)

St Paul reminds us of the wonders of the Resurrection of Jesus and the promise of blessing that is enshrined to everyone who follows Him:
“… we bring you the Good News that what God promised to the fathers; this He has fulfilled to us their children, by raising Jesus!” (Acts 13:30-33)


Yes, the Lord wishes and desires, that all of us….
… should dwell with Him!
… should enjoy eternal life in Him!
… should reach the heights of holiness!

But this also requires our genuine co-operation to the Grace of the Lord…
… by seeking to get over our spiritual Paresthesia or numbness…


This process of getting out of this spiritual “Paresthesia” will involve “disciplining” in the form of reparation, penance and atonement.

Let us be willing to…
… let go a life of sin
… embrace the words of the Lord
… and live it joyfully and fervently in our life!


God Bless! Live Jesus!


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📖 Discovering the beauty of the Catholic Church through the Catechism
MAN’S VOCATION LIFE IN THE SPIRIT – GOD’S SALVATION: LAW AND GRACE –
The Fourth Commandment – The Family and the society
>> The fourth commandment reminds grown children of their responsibilities toward their parents.
>> As much as they can, they must give them material and moral support in old age and in times of illness, loneliness, or distress. (CCC # 2218)
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