“Stage Fear” is a common phenomenon found among many.
This is the anxiety or fear aroused in an individual, when asked to perform in front of an audience.
One of the prominent reasons for this “Stage Fear”…
… is the lack of self-confidence.
This lack of self-confidence could be due to…
… a physiological factor; since the body is made to react to a stimulus
… or since the person of unsure of his/her presence before the audience
… or being unsure of the content (of the performance – song/speech etc) to be presented
However, if these factors could be overcome, and if one is filled with self-confidence…
… then “stage fear” would never be a problem!
As Christians, many of us face a “stage fear”…
… the fear of living in the world by practicing the Christian Virtues, and witnessing our life as a Christian!
St John the Baptist is a beautiful model, presented to us…
… a person who was filled with self-confidence, by knowing clearly His Mission in Life
>> And thus being a person, without an iota of “stage-fear”!
The Gospel of the Day is an introduction to this personality person of John the Baptist…
>> An attempt is made to ” know more” about John…
… his name… his occupations… his interests and liking.
The Fourth Gospel introduces the person of St John the Baptist to us.
>> He is a person of great enthusiasm, of a passionate zeal and of a fighting spirit.
Some Priests and Levites came to him to ask, “Who are you” (Jn 1: 19)
John the Baptist was quite clear and convinced of the answer to this question.
>> He admitted that he was not the Messiah. (Jn 1: 20)
>> He admitted that he was not Elijah. (Jn 1: 21)
>> He admitted that he was not the Prophet. (Jn 1: 21)
>>> He testified that he was the voice crying in the desert. (Jn 1: 23)
>>> He testified that he was the one exhorting to ‘make straight the way of the Lord’. (Jn 1:23)
>>> He testified that he was the witness to the Light that was coming to enlighten the world. (Jn1: 8)
>> He testified that the One coming after him was ranking ahead of him (Jn 1: 15)
>> A deep conviction of “who he was” guided all the actions of John the Baptist.
>> A powerful knowledge of “his role in life” was the strength of mission for John the Baptist.
>> A clear cut awareness of “what was his mission” was the secret of success for John the Baptist.
Do I possess such kind of a deep conviction in my Christian Life?
>> Or do we sometimes get affected by a “Stage Fear” in our Christian Living?
John the Baptist was questioned, “Who are you” by many people.
He had an answer for it… and that made Him not to waver or get bogged down by situations.
Life often throws this question to us – “Who are you?”
>> When we face emotional crisis in our relationships and social interactions, we are encountered with this question, deep within us…
… “Who are you?”
>> When things in life do not go the way we wished or expected and somehow the future appears bleak, we are encountered with this question, deep within us…
… “Who are you?”
>> When in the castle of interiority, we experience a barrenness and a feeling of isolation from the Lord, we are encountered with this question, deep within us …
… “Who are you?”
Failing to find an answer to this question, can sometimes….
… plunge us into a deep struggle
… make us to fear life and people
…. crush our hopes and aspirations.
We may enter into a “Stage Fear” mode!
We may even tend to think…
… “What really is the purpose of my life??
… “Why should I continue to life in this manner?”
… “I wish I could just be free from all this web of pain and tensions!”
Yes, life will at many times, throw this question at us – “Who are you?”
Today, St John the Baptist, exhorts & challenges us, to not get too disturbed when we are faced with this provoking question in life.
>> Our faith and strength, like St John the Baptist, ought to be Jesus, the Light.
>> Our hope and courage, like St John the Baptist, ought to be Jesus, the Messiah.
>> I am God’s Child….
… in this is my true identity.
>> I am the witness to the True Light…
… in this is my true role in life.
>> I am a Voice in the wilderness…
… in this is my Christian duty and obligation.
>> I am dependent on the Grace and Mercy of the Lord…
… in this is my authentic hope and faith.
As the words of the beautiful song goes…
>> “Who am I?…
… I am YOURS!”
May St John the Baptist, whom we have come to “know more” today, become an inspiration and a challenge, as we march forward in this New Year 2018…
>> with faith and love
>> through the valleys and mountains
>> and wilderness and oasis
… and thus filled with confidence, overcome any sort of “Stage Fear” in our Christian Living!
God Bless! Live Jesus!